i thought she was wrng, when she was so right.
do all good things always comes to an end.
will we always be the ones suffering from all of these pains tht we are gg through in silence?
will she ever realise her old-inconsiderate-selfish-bitch behavioural?
will she ever wake up frm her long-lost-dickhead-fairytale-dreams-that-only-came-true-30years-later?
will it be the same in 30 years to come?
how long can it lasts? how far can you go? how are we suppose to be like how thngs used to be back than what is now?


since the 4th,
i nvr really understood.. .. life, like how i used to.
i take it as it goes, looking strong-feeling rather lost.
whats a home if its empty and rustic?
thy are all the greatest memories that i'll ever have and will ever get.

you are the light against all darkness, in strength and in weakness.
the knight in shining armour, the wills againts all odds.

i nvr wnted to be in the mddle of your way.
i nvr expctd thngs to be the way tht it is.
i nvr thght it wld be ths hrd.
i nvr wnt to see you agn.
so i guess thts the end,
to our beautiful love story.

lv lk rckts

ts gry tdy

i wish fr evrythng to be mine,
no.
greedy am i not.
i jst wnt my wish to be grntd.
i wanna be an artist, no mtter wht.
i wanna paint, mke potraits, sketch, ply with clay, evrythng.
i dnt wanna live in ths area of rstrcton.
ths is not life, as wht we all hve evr wntd.
bills, gdgts, lking preety, so high-end.
you dnt need that.

all you nd is peace, love and happiness,
regarglss your rce, lngag or rlgon.

this life that im in.
its full of surprises, i knw for sure.
i hope tht one day, someday,
somebody,
will no take me for granted.

whn its all emty and rstic.
i only hv myself to dpend on.
these walls ive built, its tme tht i break them dwn.
ths life tht im leavng, its tme fr sme chnge.
ths is nt good, ths will nt do.
its no mre let the path brng me to wvrevr it tks.
its time for some plns. its time to grw up, and nt let fate and faith dcide fr me.
i mean, thts life? i guess.
bt i cnt help, for lettng
fate n faith
decide for me.
well,
i guess its btr tht way?
right?
maybe?